welcome

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was
Better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

-Maybe, SECONDHAND SERENADE

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{/sad, sad sadder
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ( 11:33 PM )

over pass few day, iv been thinking thru. all that is going on these few weeks makes me wonder...are those words that you spoke to me of on news years day real...or has sth changed?

i keep trying and trying and with each conversation i get more and more dejected.the feeling of despair is eating into me...i cant take it anymore thats why im writing here.even thou you said those words...your actions doesnt reflect what you said...i really dunno mayb im asking too much or...i dunno

from then i tried to change...i changed to be 'me' and really me...nv asking ppl anything...but...what iv heard just throw me into a state of confusion...mayb its me...mayb i really just cant that 'him outta my mind...
so insecure...